Burned

July 7, 2010 at 8:53 pm (Uncategorized)

I feel totally separated and alienated from pretty much everyone in a group of people I loved more than life itself a year ago.

This has made transitioning to a new church extremely hard.

I’m afraid to open up to people for fear of being rejected and hurt.

Cause I’ve been hurt a lot in the past few months.

And there’s not a thing I can do about it right now.

I don’t even know if it would matter if I tried.

All my trying has left me stressed and feeling more self conscious than ever.

It’s hard not to lose my faith in Christians as a whole, myself included.

I’ve got too many thoughts, and no way to express them to the people that really matter.

It’s slowly eating away at me, and no amount of praying has helped.

Lord, help me.

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